You throw your firebrands across the earth,
Your deafening command, whistling like the South Wind,
Splits apart great mountains.
Holy Priestess, who can soothe your troubled heart?
--Wolkstein and Kramer, Inanna, Queen of Heaven and Earth (http://www.heliastar.com/doorways.html)
In Aquarius: "Here Lilith is quite intolerant. The native thinks he has the monopoly of truth, which makes him very demanding indeed ruthless. But life will break all his principles. The native would like to live what he has chosen according to his own will, but it will be impossible. There will be limits that can't be crossed, and the native will not be allowed to take some directions, indeed even to compel the events. Uranus, one of Aquarius masters, is always in a hurry and wants everything immediately. Stability is not its main concern. It means that long-term projects will always be shaken up or changed. The native may have to free himself from past life's chains and fight for his independence. There we find an excessive need of liberty and revolutionary instincts, according to a broad-minded vision of the world, indeed even the need of greater spiritual horizons. The native may be obliged to take care of close relatives what could be felt as a lack of freedom. The lesson here will be to understand that inner freedom is most important. Changes, moves, betrayals of friends will happen regarding friendship. There is also a big fund of creativity and the chart will indicate in which field this will be expressed. The native may work in humanitarian activities or open his mind to a wider spiritualist vision of things. As the Uranian energy is very powerful, it is very important to have a look at Saturn's location, in order to understand how this will be channeled. If the force is locked or not properly channeled, or used in a too strict and personal way, psychic troubles, nervous paralysis may occur.
Leo, opposite Aquarius, will oblige to adhere to conservative social structures and to respect them. Aquarian Lilith will be obliged to "think" with her heart - and not only with her head - to integrate the notion of love in his ideas about humankind. Thereby the native will be able to exercise his influence on a wide unselfish mode. Freedom for everyone and to teach people that inner liberty is the utmost important one.
In past lives, the soul might have been part of group life, in communities, gathered in the same ideals. These contexts might have been freely chosen or imposed. In both cases, the soul was disappointed in her hopes about ideology, solidarity. Her experiences and traumas are bound to her quest of freedom and her beliefs in human-being dignity.
Today, the native is both attracted to and suspicious by "great ideals". He would like to invest himself but he "feels" a danger. Attraction and rejection of ideals, politic, freedom-worship, individuality, are different subjects the native will have to deal with. Too much attached to his freedom, he has an instinctive fear to be - again - trapped whatever the context, the relation, the love are.
If Black Moon is at the very beginning of Aquarius, the future is always questioned: permanent improvisation and adaptation required. The native must not be scarred in acting, in finding day after day solutions in order to handle situations, even if he does not clearly see the results.
If Black Moon is at the very end of Aquarius, the native must handle his life and decide to win. He will neither be allowed to let his instincts commanding, nor to leave the place because it's too hard, but he will have to manage without imposing his own will.
Keywords: great tension - nervousness - betrayals, death of friends -
claustrophobia - sexual independence or sexual ambivalence -
attraction or rejection of independence - sudden trials - divorce
possibility - search of an absolute freedom - accidents - surgery -
must learn to express his true personality - must learn to open
himself to others - in a feminine chart often indicates a "liberated"
woman personality(http://tribes.tribe.net/darkmoongoddesslilith)
In the 1st House: "Having Black Moon Lilith in 1st house suggests strong influence of the values of the Black Moon in your personality. Intense passions - but they may be hidden in the depths of the unconscious mind (Pandora's box) . Extremely violent emotions at times. Rebellious nature, which can engage in fights against patriarchal authority. In a female chart, in particular, this can mean great difficulties and conflicts with the father. Profound connection with occult mysteries. Natural understanding of the hidden laws of nature. Having Black Moon in the first house is an invitation for the native to study the myth of Lilith and ponder on its implications."
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