Mars square Moon transit

"This astrological aspect stirs up your emotional life; that is to say, an escalation and revitalization on that level will be produced. Thus, the big problem will be to control that increase in energy in your mental states, your feelings, and your family and affectionate relationships. There will be ardor, delivery, sacrifice and spontaneity in your emotional life, but susceptibility, irritability and passion could also emerge. All in all, this is a phase in which many things in your sentimental and family relationships will be defined.

It is possible that a small disagreement or misunderstanding with a loved one could emerge, but try to soothe your spirits and control yourself. Don't make any emotional decision based on states of psychological irritability, There could be hypersensitivity and resentment. More than anything, relaxation and psychic neutrality is important for being able to see things with objectivity. If you have been accumulating small animosities or misunderstandings with someone in the past, it is very possible that suddenly everything will come to light. When that happens, don't argue, but simply communicate, try to create an environment of mutual confidence and don't magnify things. Don't be melodramatic now, and don't deem yourself a victim of others. Consider the future, propose solutions and have sufficient greatness of the soul to forgive.

If during this phase you take on a family responsibility or have to decide something on behalf of your family, be very cautious, since you are inclined to be guided by rashness and excessive daring. Thus, if you make a mistake, you probably are going to lose some of the confidence that your family had in you. Because of this, it is advisable to heed the advise of an appropriate person and, above all, delay decisions somewhat so that they can mature. In this respect, you will not be alone and are supported by others that could facilitate your labor.

You will be direct, exempt and spontaneous in expressing your emotional states and your feelings, but don't go to extremes of ardor, fits of anger, or try to impose on your loved ones. Try to be a little more respectful, amiable and affectionate in your emotional expressions, avoiding at all cost abruptness and cultivating amiability. If you soften your emotional expressions, it is much more probable that your family and loved ones will be more receptive toward what you say or suggest to them. On the other hand, if you act in a hard way, they will close up and will be put on the defensive.

This is also a good time to bring to light elements from your infancy and adolescence that still could be active in your subconscious, in the wake of psychological experiences that still have not been assimilated well. If you have some antipathy, resentment or grudge toward some member of your family, now is the time to reflect on it and, thereafter, improve your relationship with that person." (Venus Group)

Full Moon (Eclipse) in my 7th house

"The New Moon was all about you. Now it's time to strike a balance with an "other". The seventh house represents an important one-to-one relationship--a marriage partner, significant other, business partner, or an adversary. It's time to strike a balance between your own needs and those of another. It's time to compromise and negotiate. Partnership "tests" are possible now, but so is a chance to truly connect to a special someone in your life." (cafeastrology.com)

Solar Eclipse & New Moon in Aquarius

Solar Eclipse in my first house: "The focus is on personal development. Self-recognition is essential to self-esteem and growth. Acknowledgement of a weakness is as important to development as the recognition of strengths. No person can exist without some form of weakness. Some people experience identity crises or ruminate on self-doubts as part of the growth process. The Eclipse's influence is one in which the individual realizes that personal potentials can be developed and expresses them more fully. Self-knowledge, self-confidence, and self-enrichment lead to an expansion of personal horizons for those who respond positively to Solar Eclipse energies. A negative reaction blocks growth potentials and gives rise to arrogance and self-gratification. People that are too satisfied with the "self" as they are, fail to recognize what they have become." (http://www.lunarliving.org/moon/solareclipse.shtml)

New Moon in my first house: "This New Moon placement is a powerful one—it's a time to reinvent yourself in some personal way, such as with a new look or manner of expressing and presenting yourself. This is a personally busy time of year, when you feel energetic and enthusiastic. Think about how you present yourself to others, focus on changing personal habits in such a way as to improve your confidence in yourself, and concentrate on putting your best foot forward, as this is a time when you will get noticed and make a personal impression on others. However, factor in the importance of authenticity in your presentation of yourself. You do not have to, of course, reveal all of yourself to others, but the sign of Aries associated with the first house reminds us of the importance of acting on our impulses and believing in ourselves. This is a time when you can be brave and enjoy new experiences." (cafe astrology)

"A NEW CYCLE! This New Moon period signals the beginning of your lunar cycle, and
brings an opportunity for a new approach to life! The New Moon in the first house is also the luckiest time to make changes in your appearance, so take a chance. You'll also meet new people and encounter different situations, so make sure to always put your best foot forward. Look at how you want to come across for the upcoming year, and resolve to change your habits for the better as well! This is the best time all year to re-invent yourself, for this is the house of self-discovery. Mars, the planet of energy, is the natural ruler of the first house, so you'll probably have enough energy to accomplish all your goals! This is also a great time to try a new look, as well as begin a solid exercise program.

FIRST HOUSE: Beginnings, the personality, the physical body, personal affairs and ventures." (http://www.moonspells.com/ie/Nmoon/NM_1st.html)

The Great Jupiter-Uranus Conjunction of 2010

http://www.lynnkoiner.com/astrology-articles/the-great-jupiter-uranus-conjunction-of-2010

Current transit: Neptune square Mercury

"Vague, dreamy thoughts which lack clarity and direction could
cause confusion in your daily routine. You may feel as if you're
walking in fog...not being able to clearly see what's directly
ahead. Deception and dishonesty can also be associated with this
Neptune transit.

Unable to concentrate for any length of time, responsibilities
and professional duties may be neglected...or even ignored.
Therefore, important personal or business decisions and
negotiations should be temporarily postponed until this transit
has passed.

Drained physical energy and excessive self inflicted worry could
now make you prone to nervous illness or disease. However, do
beware relying too heavily on drugs or alcohol. Perhaps it's
time to escape to a more tranquil setting - escape your everyday
environment for a few days in order to rest and re-align mind,
body and soul." (linda-goodman.com)

"Be extremely careful in all practical affairs at this time. You tend to overlook details, forget to consider some aspect of a problem, and make silly mistakes. Forgetfulness can be a serious problem. For example, you might drive somewhere (for example, the bank) and then discover, upon arriving there, that you forgot something (for example, your bank book). In business negotiations, you forget to ask about certain details, and then discover later that you wish you had. Any major decision, such as a career decision or a large purchase such as a home, is very tricky now because of the large number of factors and possible issues that you can neglect to consider. By taking the time to go over all details, you can avoid a lot of problems and confusions! You may be tempted to trust your intuition, but it is best at this time to also double-check all important matters carefully. You are also somewhat gullible and easily deceived or manipulated now, so be very careful in dealings with others. Avoid any transactions or agreements with persons who seem like they might be somewhat dishonest because they probably are!

While lack of attentiveness and forgetfulness make this time period a difficult one for practical affairs, you can expand your awareness in intuitive areas. Any area of a psychic, spiritual, religious, or metaphysical nature is more interesting to you now than usual. Fantasy, fiction, art, music, movies, and drama are also appealing. Pursue these areas now; they open you up to new ways of seeing the world, and activate your creative imagination. This is an excellent time for learning and exploring new ideas and experiences in any of these areas. This is the time to break out of some of your accustomed ways of thinking, and explore new possibilities that you are normally oblivious to. Be careful, however, in making decisions or changes in life style based on your new perceptions and ideas. For example, you may be tempted to adopt a new religious path or embrace a new philosophical perspective on life; wait until a later time to make these kinds of decisions. Now is the time to receive new ideas and explore them, not to make important decisions or commitments." (grupovenus.com)